fail in sales-line

absolutely fail

i resign, again . . .

only just 7 weeks

proven one thing . . . sales is not my line

sad case actually

i managed to sell only 3 cases

which should be at least 10+

there a few reasons i guess

1st

i seriously new in this

i have zero background

i know nothing about insurance

but i learn the way through

may be i out of time

>>>now i know a little, at least good when i need to buy my own insurance

2nd

my words ain't confident enough to make customers believe in the product

my talking speed just too fast

or i just not good in hypnosis

not really good in counter as well

>>>i seriously hard to slow down my speed of talking, but most of the time they can listen, cause if too slow i felt so bored

3rd

chinese are just smart

they have all insurances

they are busy

they are agents

they trust more in agents

>>>i always will tell the same thing when i receive call from those in call centre

4th

i have the minimum faith in trusting insurance

i felt more on cheating than helping

i don't really trust those insurance

all is just business and profits

and i'm from science-line

i don't give a damn on what the heck is that insurance

>>>insurance is important . . . but there are some people out there deeply disappointed with insurance . . . guess this is the ugly truth

5th

i can work till april

but i wont be allow to stay too long

so put a stop by myself is good

no point forcing myself in here

they need sale, not your hard work

as long you got sale, they won't give a damn of what person you are

>>>i'm an OT king, yet cant save from anything

what unbelievable is

there are 7 people including me left the job

some have better offered

some may be can't stand the environment

thanks all the people over there

thanks all those that support and teach me

so sorry that i disappoint you guys

and thanks for giving me a try

some fellow are just crap

some good

some crazy =="

for some thanks for sharing their experience

left 3 months

rest till the fullest

and start a new journey again

i look back and smile what i've done

this is my second job

telemarketing executive

will i return??

mostly NOT

tiger valentine day

cny and valentine in a day

which falls on same day 14th of february

after 2010 . . . then it's 2048 . . .

38 years

this double reddish day kinda rare in one's lifetime

so should saviour and blog about this

first sad case is i don't have girlfriend yet

and so i'll major in chinese new year

as usual the day before we travel back to taiping

the unusual thing is we take the west coastal road

stretching from klang to kuala selangor to seri manjung to taiping

4 hours journey . . . around 275km

this is to avoid the massive jam in north-south highway

as radio keep on updating the traffic news every hour

in fact we save around rm30+ of toll fee

but the total distance is around 20-30km extra

and of course the view of the new journey is fresh and nice

along the coastal road passing by small towns, rivers, sea sides and plantations

even take a break in giant of sri manjung

a newly developed town

that last night of cow year

have reunion dinner

then a little firecracker burst the night with light

on 12am . . . lying on bed and sms forward cny's wish

in the morning of first day of tiger valentine day

just like any other normal day . . .

but consider quite a quiet first day

that's what i feel if comparing to last few years . . .

and usual routine . . . take a round at taiping's lake

the 130+ years old lake . . . every year goes on and still look great

beauty of nature + man made lake

awesome and natural

one thing mess up the day . . . the weather

just so effing hot

whole day sauna non-stop

sweat every seconds . . .

that night we have the second dinner

luckily it is air-conditioned restaurant

but it didn't cool us enough . . .

squeezing my stomach again and again with a lot of food

so there goes on the 14th feb of 2010

last thing did was watching comedy movie

non-alcohol that day anyway

alcohol starts the next day with wine then carlsberg gold

didn't spend time on doing what valentine's day should do

always busy all the time . . .

single is good? or couple better?

love always there . . . where's the entrance??

love some tempting moment

love that sweet moment

laugh in heart and

a bright smile on the face . . .

moment | memorable

last piece of a-level

why last piece?

cause it is the last thing about a-level . . .

what it is about?

final result of course . . .

when is it?

january 25th 8am . . . the whole world stunt

where is it?

online check the status . . .

so. . . how is it??

what i can say is . . . above average . . .

exactly how??

well . . . there are 3 great seas lay upon biology, chemistry and mathematics

and there's a sole bee on physics . . .

satisfied?

yes of course . . . great result from me . . . and a great engineering future lays upfront

what's the next new puzzle?

civil engineering in utar . . .

regret taking a-level?

NEVER EVER . . . probably is the better choice among others . . .

any last words?

thanks to all the teachers and all my fellow students

you guys are my inspire

you guys built the pathway for me

sincerely appreciates

may all my friends continue to pursue their targets

may all the teachers continue to nurture the new ones'

and for myself

i am here

for the future of human race

inspire | peace

telemarketing executive

that is what i'am doing now

lolx, i'm still a beginner but already calling myself

telemarketing EXECUTIVE

nice name though haha XD

on january 5th, i went for interview

my housemate introduce me to the company

same company as him

he also just start the same job a while ago . . .

interviewing very interesting . . .

luckily i made it through as well

which is good to tell that

cause i know nothing about this line at all

january 11th

the day i start to work again

last job was january 16th back in 2008

i was working as a waiter that time

the first week is just training

first day just the normal introduction

then we start the what is this what is that lesson

from 930 to 530 . . .

interesting about this is everyday we have some mini games

a game to make us relax while some others train the reflex act

very nice, a whole new job environment

a total of 14 new members including myself

then the second day and third day

we all being chosen to a certain group

then start to learn how to talk while introducing to customer

very nervous especially the role-play

anyway we have a very good trainer

among the best one as well

some others also gives us comments

and some seniors really did help us all

fourth and fifth day we started to get used to our what we need to say

then we make a lot mistakes then improved again

hope by next week i will be ok for second role play

hope to have really good sales from the start

a whole new lappy, here i come for you !!!~

a new mission

yeap, a new mission

recently a friend's recommendation

has provided me a faster working opportunity

directly go for interview in a telecommunication company

for a new job in telemarketing field

before this i apply job through jobstreets

post resume and waiting for reply . . .

but now, i done my interview and everything down to a call

call for training . . .

after that, i will start to have income again . . .

which is a great news of course

my mind wants to buy many stuffs

laptop, sport shoe, some shirts

and a new activity

bag pack tour

some of my friends and myself already start to plan it

hope it will work when the time comes

of course everything needs money

that's why this job will be vital

i'll work with those things in my mind

inspire and motivate

in addition of course . . . gain experience

why the hell would a science student wants to work in a sales environment??

the answer is . . . everything has a beginning

and this is my beginning

2009 ==> 2010

damn . . . 2009 just rest in peace already

2010 is here

why i always feel the time pass so fast . . .

but every second pass at the same rate

theoretically it's at normal speed

now it's the year of 10% of 21st century

a-level course done 1 month plus ago . . .

form 5 done full 2 years ago . . .

and now i'm going to work the second time

hope to can get some money to buy laptop

a very good one of course

hope to involve in new environment also

new job, new colleague, new world

think back

i have involved in so many different environments

met many friends . . .

ran into so much of troubles

yet still have a lot of fun

everything are just memories now

sometimes listen to some songs really can recall

recall all those experiences . . .

there are pain

there are gain

and there are tears

i wish everything can replay again

every friends i have met

i want to meet them again . . .

but i know the chances are at minimal

some just stay so far . . .

probably one day i'll find them

even those stay near

also have hard time to meet up

when i grow older

the more the things i involved

the more people i knew

in the end

the more separations i had to get through

it is sad . . .

sometimes the good one only last a short time

and more gatherings of course

seeing friends grew older

seeing them changed a lot . . .

they said i've changed also

although i didn't think i changed too much

just that myself have different view of thinking

some very common things

suddenly i felt like it is very special . . .

like awhile ago, i saw a rainbow while driving

i stop the car and take picture

the last time i saw was quite a long time ago

i stare awhile at the rainbow

my mind just kinda empty

probably long time i didn't saw one

or because the world is getting sick

and nice scenes keep getting lesser

so the rainbow meant very special to me

along 2009

most of the time i am in college . . .

class, homework, exam . . .

and tons of celebrations

dozens of movie watched

lots of money spent =="

college classmates really awesome somehow

crazy stuffs always surround us

especially after a big exam . . .

now has become history

i'll never forget as long i'm conscious though

it's 2010

make a wish

new year, new world

love | soul

avatar

i already watched avatar twice

and twice i truly enjoyed . . .

this is a movie that really worth the money

really have to admire the writer and director james cameron

he took more than 10 years to complete and beautify

utmost to the best quality

in terms of visual and sound as well

and a long movie which last 2 hours and 40 minutes

it happens in 2154, where trees already wipe-out on earth

in search of new mineral, they explore the pandora

a new planet that has biodiversity itself

and a similar species like human called na'vi

scientists want sample of living things

military wants mineral

businesses need profit

all this causes havoc in the new world

in the end, there's still some want it to be end

we may not know will this happen in reality

but if it is, this movie will reflect the future of human race

non-stop violating, non-stop dominating

come to think of it

it will guarantee our future

while destroying others' future

is this worth? physically yes

mentally? never . . .

we will always sad

we will regret

yet we continue . . .

not in the movie

not in the future

right now, right here

right in this world

it's happening . . .

the movie more or less is reflecting our ownself

even making this movie may have effect on the world

atleast at the same time . . . it's giving us a message

do you get the message??

december '09 | 35th

my blog has been almost a year

and i've just change the head title

from 'make the world peace'

to 'inspiring peace'

this is the 35th post

not much but it's fine for me

i change the title

the meaning behind it doesn't change much

it is still about peace

now it just more to inspiration

the peace i meant

refers to a lot of stuffs

from environment to human activity

to relationships between people

to politics

even to social problems

the probability of all these to be at ideal peace

only just 1.0 x 10^(-99)

the figure is already at quite minimum

well, it equals to impossible of course

anyway that's not the main objective

the main objective is to raise the rate near to ideal peace

which is reduce violence

violence in everything

remember violence is not an option

if cant be avoided

atleast reduce it . . .

greatly of course

not by a bit

(it's time to talk about earth again)

lolx . . .

our world will be destroy someday by our hand

could be just the time of a few hundreds years

i'm afraid there's nothing to stop it

what can we do only just to reduce the destruction rate

if we cant even do this

the destruction rate can really double up

faster and worse

if we can buy some time

so that human can have an idea

to move human into a whole new world

it can be artificially made, or may be a new planet

human is the only species on earth

that capable of saving it's own population

and other species

when on the verge of extinction

given that time is sufficient

as i know selection pressure takes time

if too harsh

nothing will be left

not a single cell on earth will able to survive

i may sound exaggerate

but it doesn't mean it won't happen

so people

save earth

save natural resources

save something good . . .

this is it

take a deep breath . . .

smthhhhhhhhhhh~

hhaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

effing nice feel

because i'm done in college life

i've officially finish the cambridge a-level course

and it takes 3 round of celebrations while ending it

one word still ~ cool

being in exam for a month is really not a good feeling

that long life is just so bored

although having class sucks

without that, even sucks . . .

that's what i'm doing now

facebooking, watching anime and series

day pass just like that . . .

same as a aim-less person

anyway . . . i will rest a month plus

then by end of december

i will hunt for jobs . . .

hope will get a job in january

to end the aim-less life

how am i feeling now??

a little lonely i guess

cause the primary social place has ended

seems like i look at computer and tv more than facing humans

it means i talk less

so so so sad

already start to miss college friends

they are so so so lively

every part of them

every single voice of theirs

every little thing they do

every happiness they create

everything of them

i shall remember

words just aren't enough to describe it

probably they are the best classmates i've ever had

thanks to you all SN9E

sigh~~

this is it

another journey ends

a new one shall arise . . .

love | soul

19th

happy birthday to myself . . . lolx

and yes, officially 19th

i end up reading chemistry application

at my last moment of 18th . . .

not really have mood for my 19th birthday

as i have big exam by tomorrow

guess i'm lucky cause not on the same day

but i manage to take some time to write about this

17th november will be the last day of a2 exam

on 12pm, once again take a deep breath

and i'm done

behold . . .