80th

2 months apart  . . .
this is my 80th post
yes recently kinda lazy to update my blog
don't have the right mood to do it too
currently in holiday
after finishing short semester
the only thing stress about this semester would be repeating a failed subject
but now
i'm confidently cool about it and i aim to score high
the moment when finishing the last question of the final exam with 5 minutes spare
the calmness when doing the whole paper
the relief of knowing i did all of the questions
just so damn satisfied
although right after i knew some mistakes i made
but still i aim high
damn i will pass this paper as high as possible


another good news would be my course structure has changed
i suppose to do industrial training next may
instead i'll be doing next october
short semester of year 3 and 4 have filled in with subjects
the downside of this is we don't have any 3 months holiday
thanks to this i think i'm able to graduate the same period with my original coursemate
which i already having 3 subjects behind them . . .


i never regret taking civil engineering
i just never thought that it could be this hard
not anyone can cope
while myself just barely hanging right there