year one ended

and so . . . i 've been a full year in utar . . .i finished the first year and three more to go . . . year one third semester can be considered as the busiest among the whole year, from week 3 onwards till week 13 non-stop, rest a week and then face exam for 3 weeks, finally done but semester break only last for 2 weeks . . . i take 5 subjects with all have final, luckily all have room to breathe, meaning those exam days do not cramp together, still there's one subject that i have a feeling it will be gone, all others shouldn't have problems . . . infact i have high hopes that maths can get an A, my first one though if i really got one . . . the one that's gonna fail will be dynamics . . . its so hard and many are complaining, even the pro's doubt whether they can get A . . . so the weaklings like me obviously doomed . . . i register for muet for this semester as well, the exam is quite ok except for the speaking . . . i made a mistake, a very basic mistake, do not read the questions and instructions completely . . . oops . . . i wanna get band 4 . . . and put some faith in band 5 also . . . although very much impossible . . .

all exams finished, i should be enjoying from this moment on, but i don't feel relax at all, may be because i stressed for too long, or i might be not celebrating enough . . . or this is the side effect of growing old? grew old but still studying . . . study yet by hanging on a thread, anytime could fail, that's how i felt . . . all the time thinking to switch course . . . i don't regret in taking civil engineering, i learned a lot, but holding it till the end is a different story. so, marketing? quantity survey? or automotive? zzz

if you ever wanna venture into engineering world . . . think twice seriously . . . which university is not a main problem

i watch a movie, have a good lunch, a little shopping and that's all the entertainment, if i play dota, will i be able to release my stress? anyhow, i dont like dota . . . cod or l4d2 is much better . . . so what kind of entertainment will release stress? now i hope to go a trip, be it one day or a few days . . . wanna have a different experience . . . there's one study tour by utar, 3.4k exclude meal to tunghai university, taiwan for 14 days . . . expensive opportunity . . . ptptn can sponsor me somehow hehe . . . should i go?? hmmm