wondering . . .

since start of university life

i've been wondering a lot

what it is going to be in there

when i'm in

what it is going to be right now

days and weeks passed by

some answers i managed to answer myself

but then new things starts making me wondering

do i have done enough or should i make more effort

i have thoughts of doing it but lack of something to start off

then again

when will i found the thing to start myself up

something been seriously lacking

i'm no different than others

but yet i want to be different from others

i've been failing in some way

will i continue to fail that way

will the thing that fail me change itself

shall i take the initiative to do something about it

clocks ticking

i kept getting old

and here i am still wondering

one last wonder

will i breakthrough

if i did, lots of thing must change

if things change

what's next

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week 12 already and i'm finally have a break

all tests completed and left some minor assignments

will finish off very soon . . .

and final on 14th sep . . .