咖啡人生

冷冷的环境　热热的咖啡

一杯难满足　心痒痒

多几杯深怕会上瘾　戒不了

久久一次闻一闻　才珍惜

咖啡喝多了　自然会分辨哪个好哪个不

再多么好的咖啡　也不能天天喝

偶尔来一杯淡淡或无味的

才能维持对好喝的期待

越容易得到的　越不会期待　也不会珍惜

讽刺的是

越得不到的　越会心灰意冷　干脆忘掉

以免心碎

一个人能有多坚强 要凭多少时间来断定呢？

一天？一年？十年？半世纪？

还是他的一生？

我唯一相信是　人总有会失败的时候

会跌会痛会哭　人生才算完整

回忆起来

脆弱的日子　换来更踏实的未来

咖啡　甜中带苦　苦中带香

不想只有苦而没甜

人生　有悲有喜　都带有意义

不想只有悲而没喜

我喜欢较苦的咖啡

苦多于甜

难道人生也必须是这样吗？

若不接受　唯有反抗。。。

wondering . . .

since start of university life

i've been wondering a lot

what it is going to be in there

when i'm in

what it is going to be right now

days and weeks passed by

some answers i managed to answer myself

but then new things starts making me wondering

do i have done enough or should i make more effort

i have thoughts of doing it but lack of something to start off

then again

when will i found the thing to start myself up

something been seriously lacking

i'm no different than others

but yet i want to be different from others

i've been failing in some way

will i continue to fail that way

will the thing that fail me change itself

shall i take the initiative to do something about it

clocks ticking

i kept getting old

and here i am still wondering

one last wonder

will i breakthrough

if i did, lots of thing must change

if things change

what's next

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week 12 already and i'm finally have a break

all tests completed and left some minor assignments

will finish off very soon . . .

and final on 14th sep . . .