090909

100 years once - 090909
only exist once in a lifetime for me
unless i can live for more than 120+ years old
but i will be very old by then
so it's better cherish it now . . .
everyday is the same
not just 090909
080808 and101010 . . .
all just once in a lifetime
no turning back
as long as i am conscious and normal
i will do something special . . .
for me 090909 it's now or never
and i just finished exam by yesterday
so here i am blogging about this now
and what i'm going to do is relax myself
after going through the trial exam
3 weeks of study
pain but gain
think deeply
seems that pain is more than gain
i pay this much pain
but i don't get back as much gain
anyway some people do get more than they pay
we born to study for 20 years
then need to work for 40 years
so the gain is after 60 years??
because that's the time of retire
but that doesn't mean we are fully stay out of pain
if we have family
we have to worry about our children and our grandchildren
if we don't
we have to worry how are we going to pass our time
if we don't have to worry those
one thing left
health will deteriorates
suffer a long way before our last breath
so??
assumption is pain more than gain
think from another angle
it's the human race that gain
we born to overwrite of what ancestors have done wrong
we born to continue and improve of what ancestors have done right
in the end
we are sacrificing for our next generation
is that really noble??
someone born to destroy
someone born to save them for being destroyed
for what human race gains
the nature and earth pay the price
and the rate is increasing everyday
how many more 090909s can we have??
maybe we celebrate on mars in future??
i don't think it will goes well
by then we will have a new and longer calender
687 days a year
for everyday we have
make it fully meaningful
and don't forget to save earth

*crazy thoughts (never meant to offence anyone)*