relax!?

what i've done right after trial exam??
3 weeks of non-stop playing and enjoying everywhere
and not even touching any books or homework . . .
and skip class all the while . . .zz

i skip more than half of the classes of a week
basically teachers done teaching already
only discuss about past year papers
for a "lazer"(a lazy people) like me
of course has not do any of that
i only attend practicals and some of the tutorials
where i spent my time??
CC . . . cinema . . . a trip and my computer as well

i play command and conquer red alert 3 and general
not up to addict yet . . . but soon it will right after exam . . .
play in home, in hostel, in CC also . . .
after playing each time
felt like nothing happen though
lolx . . . only enjoy while playing
felt like has not done anything yet
probably the games already can't fulfill my desire??
or is it the game lame??
may be i'm too old for those
anyway, it is better than facebook games(i have to mention that . . . lolx)

for that 3 weeks. . . i watch 4 movies too
final destination 4, where got ghost, orphan and g-force
3 horrors and 1 animation
best one is orphan, and i watch alone
sit at the last row of last cinema room in klcc, no. 12 . . .seat no. K8
really suspense and just so nice watching it
good work from the people making it

the other like FD4 really not that nice, and the ending just like that zz
where got ghost . . . yup, its funny
and some part of the movie did make me scare out of it
the last one, g-force . . . i just too old for that lolx
it is high-tech, and some part funny also . . .
but more suitable for children i guess
cause most of the people watching just at teen ages only

i went to bukit gambang resort city in hari raya
it is in gambang, pahang, around 20-30 km from west of kuantan
a very new tourist attraction, more to local attraction
opened about a few months ago . . .
got 6 blocks of apartments, only 4 are completed
not much activities . . . most of the time just free leisure
a 3 minutes walk to the other side is the bukit gambang water-park
quite a small one if compare to sunway lagoon
most of the park is for family
even the loopy ride using raft not that exiciting
there is one ride not yet open . . . sad
staying there quite relax, the air in the morning really fresh
and a nice swimming pool . . .

and another usual gathering as well
with my form 5 classmates . . .
karaoke and a movie
happy to see them . . .
last few day went to a friend house in sungai long, kajang
went for the moon-cake festival night held by the committees of the housing area
chit-chatting all the way
really have fun and enjoy . . . ^^

totally forgetting that i have a big exam in just 4 weeks . . .
trial exam's result . . .sigh, chem n phy passed, but not maths and bio, TT
hmm . . . time to keep head down and finish the last and big mission of this year . . .
last quarter of 2009 is coming
so damn fast . . .

090909

100 years once - 090909
only exist once in a lifetime for me
unless i can live for more than 120+ years old
but i will be very old by then
so it's better cherish it now . . .
everyday is the same
not just 090909
080808 and101010 . . .
all just once in a lifetime
no turning back
as long as i am conscious and normal
i will do something special . . .
for me 090909 it's now or never
and i just finished exam by yesterday
so here i am blogging about this now
and what i'm going to do is relax myself
after going through the trial exam
3 weeks of study
pain but gain
think deeply
seems that pain is more than gain
i pay this much pain
but i don't get back as much gain
anyway some people do get more than they pay
we born to study for 20 years
then need to work for 40 years
so the gain is after 60 years??
because that's the time of retire
but that doesn't mean we are fully stay out of pain
if we have family
we have to worry about our children and our grandchildren
if we don't
we have to worry how are we going to pass our time
if we don't have to worry those
one thing left
health will deteriorates
suffer a long way before our last breath
so??
assumption is pain more than gain
think from another angle
it's the human race that gain
we born to overwrite of what ancestors have done wrong
we born to continue and improve of what ancestors have done right
in the end
we are sacrificing for our next generation
is that really noble??
someone born to destroy
someone born to save them for being destroyed
for what human race gains
the nature and earth pay the price
and the rate is increasing everyday
how many more 090909s can we have??
maybe we celebrate on mars in future??
i don't think it will goes well
by then we will have a new and longer calender
687 days a year
for everyday we have
make it fully meaningful
and don't forget to save earth

*crazy thoughts (never meant to offence anyone)*