3rd semester

nothing changed

at least not my appeal's result

so i have to accept it that it was a fail

bye bye structural analysis

bye bye too, structural analysis 2

have to wait till short semester to retake

so this semester left only 5 subjects

pengajian malaysia, another boring subject like moral in malay language

english for engineering, not a typical english class, many said it's not easy to pass or score

mathematics 2, seems a little interesting than mathematics 1, still it's a tough one

dynamics, similar to physics in a-level but those formulae seems have ''add-on''s

soil mechanics, after a few lectures and still in the midst of introduction, not sure how it will be, i believe it's more to calculation as well . . .

since i took english this semester, i registered to take MUET too, hope it can help me a little, didn't write a proper essay for a long time . . . oh no . . .

by the way, i can't afford a fail anymore, it's truly a painful one, especially need to retake the whole subject again . . .

university . . . civil engineering . . . damn hard to continue

things always be different

it changes unexpectedly

if i can live for 100 years old

what have i done in one fifth of it?

can i be fully independent?

perhaps not . . .

what else i achieved that's truly memorable?
what i'm capable of?
need another 20 years to prove?
sad . . .