actually i don't really have mood for blogging
since already more than one month
i shall crap out something . . .
something that never right
i'm currently doing week 10
since week 2 every week has been a busy one
one after another although i am taking 5 subjects
and of course i'm not done busying
recently i seem to have found out
that i really aging
my face in the mirror
my body much more fragile than before
easily twisted =="
white hair grew more than before
i'm not fully 21
and not expecting people to take me as 20 also
means i'm really getting old
my parents also
every of my friend as well
life irreversible
memory irreplaceable
people not too friendly to you anymore
the world doesn't care how you feel also
earthquakes everywhere
wars everywhere
hatred all around
where's love?
where's mine?
where's yours?
independent is the sole answer to all this
which indirectly goes for selfishness
everyone protecting themselves will hurt others
my brain has been thinking, twisting, moving, storming, non-stop . . .
to find answers
for everything
silent is the side effect
why is it so hard to do it even though a simple stuff
some things always blocked the path
but there's no turning back
time never stops for us as usual
i'm seriously missing a thing
my world is getting smaller and smaller
