nothing changedat least not my appeal's result
so i have to accept it that it was a fail
bye bye structural analysis
bye bye too, structural analysis 2
have to wait till short semester to retake
so this semester left only 5 subjects
pengajian malaysia, another boring subject like moral in malay language
english for engineering, not a typical english class, many said it's not easy to pass or score
mathematics 2, seems a little interesting than mathematics 1, still it's a tough one
dynamics, similar to physics in a-level but those formulae seems have ''add-on''s
soil mechanics, after a few lectures and still in the midst of introduction, not sure how it will be, i believe it's more to calculation as well . . .
since i took english this semester, i registered to take MUET too, hope it can help me a little, didn't write a proper essay for a long time . . . oh no . . .
by the way, i can't afford a fail anymore, it's truly a painful one, especially need to retake the whole subject again . . .
university . . . civil engineering . . . damn hard to continue
things always be different
it changes unexpectedly
if i can live for 100 years old
what have i done in one fifth of it?
can i be fully independent?
perhaps not . . .
what else i achieved that's truly memorable?
what i'm capable of?
need another 20 years to prove?
sad . . .
