Friday, December 31, 2010

MMX | MMXI

MMX is a roman figure
2010 of course . . .
this will be my last post for this year
as usual MMX past so fast

since january i started working as telemarketer
then i got my a-level result
almost march i resigned
from march to may i had a super long holiday
made many trips with family and friends as well
enroll in utar in june
had sem 1 till september
then holiday again before starting sem 2 in october
exam done in december
and i'm having holiday again till mid-january next year . . .
that's how my MMX going on
all about trips and studies

on MMXI or 2011
first thing i'll be waiting for is result of course
nervous nervous nervous
have confident though XD

i have a new mission in MMXI
will do everything to make it happen . . .

happy new year everyone
have a great one !!!

Friday, December 17, 2010

牵

我有能力牵人家的手吗
能牵得久吗
能握得稳吗

别人可以很放心的相信我
但我还未完全信任别人
始终是有保留

没试过
不知道会有什么后果
很多疑问都没去解答

看一步走一步行吗
需要有经验吗
一次过能一起走到老吗

若不成功
还可以是熟人吗

情人
好虚幻
好荒谬

将来我预测不到
只希望能和对的人过

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

the short semester

if you think that my blog is dying . . .
nope, it would not die . . .
not until something big happened
maybe like end of the world in 2012

finally i have mood and plenty of free time to write some memorable things happened weeks ago. now i am having semester break, class starts on 17th january. this short semester really feels short, a few weeks only and then final exam is done, just like that.

assignments start on week 3, earliest need to be done is on week 5, and then few others in week 6 & 7. one of the most interesting thing would be the video presentation. it took us around 2-3 days to shoot and 34 hours of editing, became a 19.5 minutes video clip, behind the scenes are very very entertaining and funny. i gain a lot of skills in editing the video where most of the time it crashed and crashed, most of the time i have to re-do a lot, adding music, subtitles and credits as well. although it did not went like how we imagine it, it still a represent a great work from us.

in professional ethics and manners class, i was chosen to be one of the group leader, leader is never my stuff but i like to try it. it turned out a little weird to me cause i really does not know what should i do or what i should not do. as class goes on, my group mates kept on changing till week 3 only became stable and we can start our assignment and presentation. assignment was quite fine for the first one, then comes the second one with the title ''psychologist ethics'', the moment i got this, i have a deep deep feel that we gonna screw this badly, because this is also our presentation topic. on week 7 we present it and it does not goes into favour of lecturer, we managed to change something in the report and i hope it can saves some marks. about the presentation, i learnt some new tricks by own observations, i always see the presenter like moving their legs one step to left right front or back. what i did is to freeze my leg and i did it, good improvement by the way as i don't speak at super-fast-speed.

in week 5, 3 of my friends and i participate something call ''night race varsity''. it's basically a race by guessing clue to a location or a person or game, when you got the next clue then find it and so on until you have 17 pieces. behind the pieces are actually clue to a mini puzzle, anyone managed to guess it will win it. we didn't think too much at first and then we went fully into the game and had as many fun as it can be. we run, guess, observe, play, solve mind-tricking-games, and guess what, we end up 3rd place from 17 groups of people. we're just 30 seconds behind the 2nd place, that's our regret. the prize is a hamper with snacks and biscuits. after the race, all the winners include us distribute the prize to all others. that was a good move considering that we gonna have some hard time in deciding what to be taken by who . . . overall it's tiring but was nice as it held in the night in utar.

oh ya, talk about the trips in this short semester. i went to genting highlands with house mates. went up there a lot of time but this time is quite a different one. just pure relax, no playing any games, in fact 2 days 1 night can't really do much. we have a big room, superior deluxe of first world, that alone cost us rm60 a night. just like always, cool air cools the mind . . .

skyline above highlands hotel

another mini-trip was i-city of shah alam. we went using a near 20 years old proton saga. the engines feel good and quite stable. using that kind of old car driving 40km to and fro was a concerned, it was crazy enough to think and did it. i city has a lot of addition since last january. people still flood around it, makes me think of people always attracted to lights . . .

i-city

the ''superb'' car

one of my dream was achieve as well, going to the klims 2010, kl international motor show, rm20 per person, yet many people went for it, it was quite grant, bigger than i imagine, walk for 4 hours inside ptwc. good to see proton and perodua have their concepts car. still, i like honda and toyota, and the rising favourite would be hyundai . . .

my favourite car right now

talk about exam week, suppose the first day of my exam turn out to be the last day of it, yeah great. the pendidikan moral falls in study week that's why. the moral exam was good, it's mcq and kinda hard . . . the last day exam was structural analysis, it kill me good that day. we suppose to do 4 questions in 2 hours, but after 1.5 hours, i managed to did 2 questions. at the end, i done maybe a little more than 60% . . . and it's doesn't look good. hope i pass all of course . . .

next semester gonna be busy like hell i guess. 6 subjects, 4 full of calculation, with one that need full memorization and the other one is english language. i might take muet, too . . . and i have a new mission . . . to participate more, clubs or activities, anything . . . leave no regret . . .

last thing, new additions to my gadgets list.
sonic gear earpump2
red colour, rm59
i bought this around august's pc fair, forgot to mention it that time . . . this is quite a great piece of sound. a little expensive i know, i really like it . . .

latest thing would be western digital elements external hard disk drive
2.5" with 500gb, usb 2.0, rm 169
in reality it has 465gb, divide it up, it cost me 36.3sen per gb of space, worth it? i think yes if you compare to a dvd or usb flash drive.


wow, never know i can wrote 1000 words plus in a single blog
i did now
great lolx . . .
i'm gonna have a good rest
christmas coming soon . . . XD

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

20

bye 19 . . .
hi 20 . . .

hate to be old . . .
just like to grow . . .

20 is my favourite 2-digit number
this could be a favourite age

have to thanks yee wei
you just so freaking dare . . .
XD

20 . . . twenty . . . 二十 . . .

for the full 19 years that has passed . . .
*speechless*
. . .

Thursday, October 21, 2010

the second semester

back to university feels good though
better than rotting at home doing almost nothing
zero efficiency in terms of contributing to myself or to the world
i only have 3 subjects this time around

structural analysis 1, continuation from statics, hell lot of calculation, what's gone wrong is this subject don't have lab or practical . . . its suppose to have TT
pendidikan moral, moral in malay language, again . . . but this time not as dead as the syllabus in spm . . . just that the way lecturer teaching is hard to adapt TT
professional ethics and manners, sounds professional, and yeah, a lot of professional things gonna pop out ^^

a few days in a week
gonna have just one or two hours class a day
short semester is really free
but assignment sure will stack up

some friends didn't make it through semester one
which forced them to withdraw from the course they taking
one by one . . . i was told and warned that this would happen
once again . . . the motivation is shattered

i still hope that i did not made the wrong choice
a very very long journey to be explored just to prove it
how to be the one that total different from who i am
drastic changes are good? or bad?

what are the things i resist?
what are the things that i afraid?
when are the time to let them all go?
why should i even wanna do it?

i read an article somewhere
it may look like another way to excel in something
in the conventional way we always ask ''what'' then ''how'' then ''why'' . . .
instead we should do it the other way round
first ask ''why'', why
are you doing it
then ask ''how'', how you are going to do to support the ''why''
finally ask ''what'', what are the things that made you success

back to my questions, inverted of course
why should i do it?
how i'm gonna do it?
what are the things that need to be changed?

Thursday, October 14, 2010

passed !!!

year 1 semester 1
mathematics for engineering 1 - c
statics - b+
fluid mechanics - b-
introduction to building services - b+
survey 1 - b+
sun zi's AOW & business strategies - passed
gpa - two point nine zero three six
lucky me . . . for the maths . . .
lucky me . . . i passed all . . .
lucky me . . . smiling . . .
XD

Monday, October 4, 2010

crazy weekend

right after my exam i had a few days rest, i was in wangsa maju when exam done, went back to klang to rest awhile, 3 days after that went to wangsa maju again . . . then went for a walk in pasar seni in the rain, been in police station, walked around and had lunch at mcd . . . then took the sardine-packed-ktm to serdang from kuala lumpur station . . . ended up in sungai long for 3 days 2 nights . . . to celebrate my first and ex-roomate's burfday . . . the first night dinner was a super-full one, nice curry chicken and black-bean soup, been to his new house and played cards till almost midnight . . . then had a cheese cake . . . second day, branch(breakfast and lunch) was taken in mcd again, a better one in fact . . . then watched a very clean version 'the karate kid', had karaoke in the evening . . . dinner in susan's bistro, i had a lamb shank plus steamed milk, very nice too . . . went back and continue the karaoke, played awhile with a very quiet dog, chat long till midnight, played the new starcraft 2 as well . . . the third day's branch we had a take-away-fried-noodles, while waiting we shopped around a few shops in mahkota cheras . . . oh ya . . . we were playing lots of and lots of piano during those 3 days . . . back to wangsa maju around 5pm. . . a really crazy weekend XD . . . and spent too much TT, but really enjoyed . . .


the cheese cake


'god-like' jiun lim and his 20th-burfday's cake


the steamed milk


the lamb shank with mashed potato and garlic toast

Monday, September 27, 2010

semester 1 done

finally it end
final exam of semester 1
end with a heavy rain
making me half-wet and surround by 25 degree celsius air

there were 5 out of 6 subjects have final exam
right now 2 out of that 5 subjects i have not much confident
maths and fluid mechanic
the worse one would be maths

hoping very hard that i don't repeat any of it
this is just sem 1, there are eleven to go
every sem if something went wrong
this whole course will be devastated . . . sigh

university life ain't easy
lost the motivation to continue and that's it
either i complete the 4 years
or say bye bye to my dream . . .

now semester 1 is done
my break last not more than 20 days
yet i have many plans to do
gonna be vey tired rushing here and there XD

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

2010 中秋

好好的八月十五 可惜我还在考试
不过还好 八月十六没考 一直到下个拜一
所以今天可以休息
今天和前两天的考试 实在是拿了我好多条命
其实大多数不会难 一有难的却很难
唉 数学试卷做着做着 突然脑海闪了一句civil 工程的梦好难实现啊
考了四科 就有两科可能过不了关
才第一学期而已 还有十一学期
开始有一点后悔 但是不念这科 我没其他选择了
不是不能选 是对其他没太多兴趣

看到小朋友玩蜡烛 点灯笼
唤起童年回忆 好简单的过日子 不用想太多
以前到处找东西来烧 不烧不算过中秋
有多少蜡烛就点多少 没了火才甘愿回家
还有邻居有时煮一些食物 大家坐在马路上 边吃边谈
超开心 超温馨
第十九次中秋 也很简单 做在个地方 说一些废话
看见别人庆祝也不错
回来了 一样的像平常对着电脑 娱乐自己
真无聊

距离熟悉的感觉越来越远了
怀念 . . . 好怀念
外面下着绵绵细雨
听着很有feel的歌
中秋节 就这样的过了 . . .
:)

Friday, September 17, 2010

procrastination

right now, i'm having my first final exam in degree, year 1 semester 1, one subject has done, left 4 to go . . . and it's so freaking hard to continue the momentum of reading, i have studied quite a lot for the first subject, cause it’s the hardest, but now, the second one although not the second hardest, still its full of theory and need maximum memorization and plus a little calculation . . . and what the hell i'm doing everyday? watch series, gaming ==" of course everyday i read little, even that little thing took me so long to memorize, i bet on that day of exam, my mind just blank . . . holy shit . . . i left 3 days, and after that, 3 days of continuously exam, a combo of 3 subjects, i'm preparing for one, one that not even completed yet . . . ahhhhhh


i hope someone can just slap me, or at least take my laptop away awhile . . . but, i need the notes and past year inside it . . . so when i tend to read using laptop, naturally i will . . . sigh


as we grow older, studying tend to gets procrastinate . . .

it doesn't apply to everyone, at least for me . . .


let's see what happens to me 11 days from now . . .