Friday, May 28, 2010

神木与瞳 | 宽恕

面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

作词: 吴本纬
作曲: 杨阳
神木与瞳 < 宽恕>

level up

this is a bad news actually
cause i had my very first minor accident
3.35pm 27th may 2010
with another sedan car

both also have fault technically
i'm (X) at a T-junction wanted to turn right
turn from a small road to a main road
the car (Y) was coming from my right side

at first the car had the left signal turned on
so i thought he gonna turn into my junction which is his left turn
as the car approaching in
it has some distance around 50 metres from my car
then i accelerate slowly to make sure the other side of the road is clear
so that i can have clean turn
so i move a little
the next second the car getting nearer
it moves at moderately low speed
the car closer and closer
another second i realize he was not going to turn
in fact he hit the brake hard and then . . .
kiss my back right door . . . =="
i should have gone faster
he shouldn't have the signal turn on


the force is hard
and my back left door did crumpled
one foot in diameter approximately
and some leftover scratch and paint

the other car
the front bumper crumpled a bit only
scratch a little and the number plate spoil a little
the hardest part hit the weakest part . . . sigh

anyway by law
i may be the disadvantage side
that's how i level up
level up on the road . . .

my very own clean record
legally drive on road
coincidently after 2 years 2 months 2 days since i got my license
then . . . TT

god bless that everyone was okay
god bless that both car still can move on
god bless that i have a new experience
god bless that there's nothing to worry anymore

what a day haix . . . good la XD

Thursday, May 27, 2010

utar

at last . . . my class going to commence soon
just finish this week's orientation
it's a 4-day event
but i only attend two and a half of it lolx

the first day is collecting the goodies such as booklet and t-shirt
then there are some briefing talks and welcoming speeches
from student representatives and department of student affairs
not bad, around 300-400 freshmen attend
then i meet my old friend, ex-college-mate
we're even in the same course

second day resumes with some other talks
the important one is the loan talk
as i'm going to take a loan from ptptn
apart from the ptptn talk the others' talk only half of the freshmen from the first day attend
which prove many not really interested in others' talk

the third day
i only attend the first two talk which is briefing by the head of department and career talk
as told by the assistant professor whom gave the briefing
there's should be twelve freshmen
sadly, there's only seven of us includes my ex-college-mate and myself =="
on the other hand
i saw a notice showing that there should be seventeen of new students in civil engineering
updated on may 21st
so, there should be one class only . . .
hope a few are ladies XD

i skip the fourth day which has the telematch event
theme as icebreaking . . .

another interesting thing is
as utar is just beside ktar
i can have an alternative way of taking bus to and fro
either ktar's bus or utar's bus
the difference is . . .
the former need walk extra 10 minutes
the later need pay extra 10 sen
(what the . . .)

so now
i'm waiting for the first class on monday may 31st . . .
i've been informed i have class from monday to saturday
sad~~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

a different escape

may 4th to may 6th i've went for a different holiday . . .
for me a normal holiday just resting and free from busy and stress
but this one is rather an enjoying-type holiday
location is pangkor island

the 3 days was off-peak period from tuesday to thursday
it's like the resort only 10% or less occupied
7 of us take bus from klang sentral to reach lumut
and a 25 minutes ferry trip to the island
10 years ago i step on this island before
didn't remember much of it though

we stay in coral bay resort 2km from the main jetty
the cool thing is the resort is 100m from the beach
evening, night, morning we walk to the beach
hope for a nice sunset, nice star-sky-view, nice cold breeze
but we're not in good luck i guess
sunset could have been better without cloud
stars couldn't been seen clearly, either it's thick cloud or the light is too bright
we barely see a few stars shine the second day
and about sea breeze, a very week one actually
the pasir bogak beach not that clean also, still the sea water is better than some in east coast

still have good things though
the food we having in the resort is really not bad
so much food and the lunch and dinner set we have to waste some
breakfast buffet is nice, just that milk is missing which i really hope they have it
most of our activities is by the beach
walking by the seaside, picking up and throwing stones
shell hunting and some rock-climbing to get higher view

the best activity will be the snorkeling and sight-seeing
all on a speed boat where the we run into strong winds
we snorkel one hour and then swim by a so-called private beach for half-and-hour
the snorkeling is fun and really a lot of fishes out there, colourful one is nice of course
and also the place where we keep on taste the sea water
that 'private' beach can only reach by boat cause it's a small and pretty island apart from the main island
so not much people there, in fact only our group by there that time
the beach is very clean compare to the main island's
and sea water is just so crystal-clear
first time i seen it really surprise me
because in my mind, there's really less beach that's clean unless it is really private

second day evening, we walked 2km to town and weather just so hot
simply walk around and managed to buy some local products
and on the way back, found a very very rare ice kacang stall
due to off-peak period, not much food and dessert can be found
even the people that make ice kacang also out of ice for the moment when 7 of us ordered
at the beach, saw some fellows putting kites, really professional
looking at them while they racing their kites to reach as high as possible
quite a scene by the beach, feel so relax

that night, and lucky enough, some fellow catching fish by the seaside
and the process is 'live' in front of us
they catch dozens of squid and some medium-sized fishes
a lot has 'jump' away when they pulling back the net
for a city-kidz . . . it's nice experience
another thing that surprise us is we saw some friends from our secondary school
ex-schoolmates, either is malaysia too small, or could be we have the same thoughts
i bet even if we chose some other place, we could still see some familiar faces
it's good somehow

the morning on the day we back
we spent our last activity on the beach as well
this time sand-art
lot of stuffs put on to make some good photo for cameras
other than footprints, we even use specs to decorate the sand
one that only us can make it because 7 of us wear specs







the only thing that this trip make me really relax is sitting by the beach
looking at the sun, the sand, the wave
and think of nothing else
no worries, no problems, just pure relax
''wish for another trip XD''

Thursday, April 29, 2010

green

my blog undergoes a 180' change
a whole new look
a new theme
and a fresher look

7 hours of construction
getting a new template
editing from every angle
optimize to a better blog

a greener step
a greener world

Monday, April 26, 2010

dell inspiron 1464

first laptop of mine
awesome dell 1464
new inspiron 14"
new core i5

on 30th of march
after months of researches
i decided to buy dell via online
also my first product via online

not the best specs though
but i've chosen the best i could at a range
i suppose can get cheaper by rm80 still
too bad the dell online voucher already being before it expired

2399
core i5-430M
3gb ram ddr3
320gb hdd
w7 home premium
intel hd graphic cards
and a top loading bag
arrive on 16th of april

this black machine everything looking fine
since i already used a week
speaker not up to nice quality but quite loud at max
the arm rest area quite glossy so as the lid cover

i try to game it with cs 2.0 and c&c generals
it heats up a bit near the left fan port with the internal-cooler running
gaming may up to average 70%
the cooler runs if the cpu usage is around 30% and above

standby memory usage 0.9-1.1gb
while surfing internet 1.3-1.5gb
when using google earth 4 only it shoots up to 2gb
luckily the max memory is 3gb

intel hd graphic is obviously not a gamer's choice
i didnt opt for ati or nvidia
cause i know laptop seriously cant game too much
i'm not a full time gamer anyway lolx

i buy white avf mouse in pc fair
rm19 optical mouse
the touch pad only for emergency use only
dell's touch pad isn't that smooth compare to others'

the next thing i'm gonna buy would be earphone
presumably sonic gear's
not planning to buy cooler pad
normal usage like surfing online and watching videos won't heat up too much

battery life can up to 3 hours until 5% left to hibernate
with average surfing and lightly used
recharge from 5% to full requires about 2 hours 15 minutes
80% can be reached around 90 minutes

for the moment this laptop is really cool
hope it continue for the next 3 years as well



Saturday, April 24, 2010

officially utarian

first week of april
i received the offered letter from utar
civil engineering as predicted
and a 5k student bill =="

the expiry date is april 23th
any day later than that will have to pay more
unless if you choose over other uni's offered
which i don't even apply at any other uni TT

i'm just such a 'tar'-fans
tarc then taru
fees submitted on 20th
and right now down to one month left

one month from now
the words study, exam, assignment, presentation
gonna stuck with me until 2013
i'm looking forward to start class anyway

24th orientation
31st class commence
near 3 months of rust
one day will have to end soon

last thirty years ago
entering uni is such a proud and left only to be imagine
now? majority capable of doing it already . . .
no more that surprise, no more that proud

what's left just . . .
too much of jobless graduates
there's a chance i might be one of them
let the 'faith' and 'will' tell . . .

Monday, March 29, 2010

tarcian to utarian

i chose utar
only apply in utar
probably is the most optimum choice
cheapest one that i can get

the form has been submitted
waiting for offered letter
gonna start on 24th may
if everything goes as plan

first choice
civil engineering
4 years
graduate at 24 . . . how old =="

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

刘纾妤 | 失眠

这个失眠夜 想不起你是谁
品尝过爱情的香甜 我舍不得喝水
人总是疯癫 不惜牺牲一切
却只为了换一次 拥抱爱的机会

被你牵着的手是不可能的画面
拥有你的时间已经不可能倒回
爱情像纠结的毛线
你说爱我太过浪费
太过狼狈 太过愚昧
都是我一厢情愿

尝试过爱恋 尝试过缠绵 最后还是失眠
我脆弱无助的黑夜 都是你抽的烟
我尝试过亏欠 尝试过敷衍 最后还是失眠
忍住怀念 却清醒过 一整夜

我尝试过爱恋 尝试过缠绵 最后还是失眠
我眼泪填满的黑夜 是戒不掉的烟
我尝试过亏欠 尝试或敷衍 最后还是失眠
忍住后悔 却忍不住 又想念
忍住怀念 却清醒过 一整夜

词:吴易纬
曲:陈威全
编曲:李乃刚

刘纾妤 <失眠>

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

纳闷

没工开的日子
真无聊
也无趣
不过的却是无忧无虑

才过两天而已
已经十足像个废物
吃喝玩睡
毫无目标

天气也不正常
从30到32
从32到34
一场超过十分钟的雨都没有

其实
我本因该很享受
三个月后即将要开学了
展开四年最后的学业生涯

这个虎年
一开始就让我看透很多事情
才刚过十五
却好像好久好久太多太多了

回想以前
中五和a-level
超好的
二话不说就懂大家心想什么

现在
猜来猜去都不知想干嘛
到最后
自己一个撞墙

受伤后
还要自己救自己
也许
还要些时间来弄清楚

无论如何
终会有好过的日子的
只要在倔强一些看开一点
就不会太失望

最近死命听疗伤系歌
越听越动听
是时候再唱K了
再创更高的境界