no boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

a very touching and rocking song by adam lambert, american idol 2009 finalist, like the lyrics very much . . .

mama, happy mama's day . . .

mother's day
for me and my family

a simple dinner at home or restaurant
that's how we celebrate

she did a lot of things
just to make us better

her voice, her laugh, and herself
that makes us feel safe and comfortable

if she not around when problems arise
many things we'll have to overcome ourselves

if there's bad things happen
we hope she is the first to be there

we used to ignore her words
but we'll regret at first and appreciate later

she's the one who no matter what happens
always think of us before herself

she's the one who will forgive us
of any mistakes we've made

deep inside her heart
she always hope that we can stay by her side

cause if she lost us
she lost her life as well

she has something
something that more than every humanly could possibly have

that's
LOVE & SACRIFICE

happy mother's days
2009

AS trial result

maths -_- 58
biology -_- 62
chemistry -_- 61
physics -_- 47
general paper -_- 53

compare to test 3, em . . ., i did improve, by a little?! sigh, overall result 56.2

counting down to real AS exam . . . less than a month

samsung 943snx lcd monitor

oh yeah, dad bought a new monitor to replace the old 14" crt monitor, the new monitor is 18.5" and yes, of course, a lot bigger than the old one. got from last week's pc fair for rm399. . .

another specialty in this monitor is because it has the touch-sensitive button, which the buttons is used for settings and turn on or off . . . cool for me. anyway, the 2002 motherboard can't support new pcle graphic card, so the graphic isn't sharp as i wanted to. . .

and yeah i suppose to buy speakers, but turn up buying this. . . sadly, i didn't saw any altec lansing booth in pc fair. . .

the new baby, cool yeah

post-exam

exam just finished this monday . . . straight after that i watch the fast and furious 4 in midvalley, very exciting indeed, especially the ending part of the movie, about 1 minute of pursuit in a tunnel, the sound of horsepower engines and the collision of cars, really add up to full adrenaline rush, a must-watch-movie-in-cinema. . . anyone like actions should not miss this. . .

after the movie, a round of bowling game. not bad this time, about 3 times roll can down 9 pins, sadly no strike. except for one fake strike, cause the lane jammed, then after the crew worked on it, the computer read as a strike, lolx. . .

in midvalley also, there's the world largest baby whale(not a real one, lolx), in east atrium. the baby whale is made up fibre glass in 6 months time. . . a famous baby whale
i went back condo around 4pm, rest awhile then about 6.15pm, i go for a activity organised by tarc christian fellowship society. it's about easter day. . . got performances also, singing and a drama. the drama centers on the origin of easter day. quite good the acts. . . and then some talks and speeches.

a simple celebration of post-exam day . . .

personality test

a personality test ... saw this from a friend's blog

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


got a few quite true, haha . . .
here's the link ...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
have a try, no harm, i think. . . lolx

AS exam

i shouldn't back today, back home in klang i mean, cause i'm in the middle of exam, the trial AS exam held between march 30th to april 6th. it's just happen that i'm here, anyway will be back to kl tomorrow. . .

to prepare for the exam, 2 weeks back to back stay in kl, the plan is should be 3 weeks continuously. Since now has 2 days gap, just back home and eat mum's cook. . . everyday eat at those restaurant and mamak and college canteen's food really makes me fed up.

i've been studying almost everyday for 16 days. . . rest again for today, tomorrow will be the last day to study for this trial exam, and after that, the real AS exam just down to one month only. commence on may 13th, maths paper 1. when is the end??? almost one month after the 1st day, lolx. . . june 10th, chemistry paper 1.

above all, important thing is to celebrate. . . terminator salvation and transformer 2 will come first in my celebration list. . . behold. . .

another gathering

march 13th 2009, yes, another 5s4 gathering, though not many attend it, as usual, only those that keep on supporting did come, one of them is me. . . our form 4 & 5 form teacher, mr lim, surprisingly came, too.

this time is at a mamak beside berkeley corner restaurant. i arrive at a little over 8pm, by driving while taking 2 friends, and i order fried maggi right away cause i'm just very hungry that day. . .

that night as usual also, we chat through a lot of things, but most of the topic we talking about are other friends' gossip, lolx, (guess this can't get out of our mind for now). emm, we asking whether one of us has a boy or girlfriend, and one of my friends already starts a relationship not long ago, also in march, lots of questions being asked to keep the gossip issues on. anyway, congrats to her as well to be in a relationship. . . tyw, grow up le yeah...lolx

then when another friend come, as we've been told(gossip told by another friend as well) that he already starts(relationship) long time ago, we keep on and on and on pursue him for answers . . . but, he stand still and never confess about it. . . anyhow, we all know, is true. . . (sorry, my friend, i'm one of the pursuer to force you to tell the truth, no matter what, we are friends okay?? please don't mind, please...)

hmm, back to my own, really makes me think deep now, a relationship, easy to start? or is it the time has yet to come? should i make a try? at what cost will it be? does she knows what i'm thinking? (please don't ask who is "she", sensitive issue). . .

love | soul

sn9e rox

my current class in college
the one and only
sn9e
has her own blog
and she rocks
!
!
!

http://sn9e-rox.blogspot.com/

friends . . .

i'm... not a person who has a lot of friends, but i'm a person who really need to depends on friends if i wanna continue to survive. i need to stay with them, to laugh together, to cry together, to do almost same thing everyday, cause only that i will feel what i'm doing has a purpose. . . if i have 1 million bucks, i would use the money to 'buy' entertainment, to eat luxury stuffs, to travel to the whole world, but... if i do it alone when i have no friend at all, i won't get any bit of fun from it. . .

for me, give me some time and i can get to know a new friend very fast, depends on the person's personality. anyway, to get a true and always-by-your-side friend, it can take a much longer time. . . as now, to be exact, i only got 3 or 4 true friends, i put a 'or' because one of them actually is my old friend, we used to be a lot of things to tell each other, but now we only keep in contact through msn, not frequently, cause we both study in different places. . . true friends are hard to get, and to maintain them, is much harder. . .

when i involve in different communities, i will always try to get friends where we can talk a lot of things. . . from primary school, secondary school, college to national service to when i was a waiter in a restaurant, without them, my life would be damn lonely. . . some people take their best friends as motivators or friendly enemies, they want to be good as their are, to compete with them. emm, while i take them as a place to let out my feelings, thoughts and emotions. my little advice, if you feel very stressed or emo, get a friend and let him or her be the listener, tell the story, and after that, you will get better . . .

to some of my friends as well: if i long time didn't keep in touch with you, it doesn't mean that i already forget about you, just that. . . whatever it is, you, helped to make my life better, you, coloured my life with laughter and happiness, and . . . (ohhh, very gross, lolx)